Something Greater than Love
Entry #1. Something greater than love.This crossing of paths is nearly impossible to explain. I cannot fully translate my perception into words that make sense. The peak of which I reached when I was with him is indescribable. Serenity, euphoric, simplicity, symbolic, ecstasy, therapeutic, these words barely scratch at the surface of my heart. When I gently touched his scars, I peered into his estranged dark. Sometimes, our secrets are hidden in plain sight. It can cost a lot of pain to reach for any emitting light.I blindly reached for his hand, and he did not hesitate to reach for mine.When him and I were stood side by side, I would get shivers up my spine. There is this certain energy between us. It is a cosmic-magnetic feeling. The force behind our thoughts and fantasies of the future were overpowering, unknowingly. We were scared of each other, and we did not even know it. The truth behind our eyes were clouded by one another. Our anxiety-tolerated bodies were not accustomed to experiencing peace. We did not know what it meant when we smiled at each other. It was as if we have never smiled before in our lifetimes.We witnessed the hurt behind our hearts before we experienced the healing in our cores.Healing, that is what we did to each other unconsciously. We were each other's medicine. Every glance refueled scarce confidence. Every hug was a bandage. Every kiss was a crutch. The bouts of laughter was us giving life to new galaxies in our minds. When we held hands, it was as if we were filtering out the pollution of loneliness that infested us. The past that infected us slowly regrew layers of trust. As the hours past, we felt like we were slowly becoming worthy enough.It may not seem like much, but, I know in my soul this is...something greater than love.
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